Prego Update

So I'm still on IV. Yesterday I went to the hospital and they inserted a pick line. So now I have a permanent iv thing in my arm, at least for the time being. I've also been put on medical leave. It's good to be home and relax or deal with being sick at home and not having to worry about calling in or doing a bad job at work. We'll see what happens now.

Pregnancy Blog

I know I haven't blogged in a really long time. I honestly haven't had the energy or the desire to do much lately. Well for last 9 weeks. So today I am 15 weeks and 2 days pregnant. I can say that this has been one of the hardest things I've ever experienced. Now let me just say that this is one thing that I've always wanted to be a mom. Unfortunately this whole experience has been difficult. I think in your head you think it's going to go one way and then reality sets in. I'm now on my second stint on an IV. It's extremely frustrating, because there's nothing you can do to make it better. The doctor just says eat what you can, but um what if you can't eat anything??? Then what do you do? I had about 2 of 3 days were I felt fine, and I thought yes I'm finally over this. Now it's come back with a vengeance. I'm ready to be able to enjoy this pregnancy and I hope that it happens soon.